Tuesday, October 5, 2021

 


在APP认识
信息回复基本是超过14天,
这是我回复他的时间。

2021.09.26 从APP转到WhatsApp 
开启有一句没一句的聊天

2021.10.02 第一次的见面
非常欢乐,吃完午餐直接答应和他上山放松
风景,真的很不错。
我是真喜欢!

天气虽然不明朗,但感恩我们还是挺享受。
这地,是他时常放松的地。

路上的坑坑洼洼,挺像老爸上山的路。
他是第二个,带着我走这坑坑洼洼;
刺激!

别说,我真是再次体验山路~ 

挺轻松的,不需要伪装自己;
做自己~ 

挺急躁,但也挺体贴(?);待定。

2021.10.03 夜探宇宙
没想过这么快的见面,只因为我的一句:
“你觉得今晚的夜空适合看星星吗?”

看他的回复,挺兴奋的。
他不知道的是,我想家呢~ 

他带着他的望远镜,
分享了他看到的行星。

这晚,我看到了土星的呼啦圈、一小点的金星、木星的彩衣;
课本里或者科学馆里看到的,
从他专业的望远镜,我看到了~ 
非常兴奋ヾ(o◕∀◕)ノヾ


感谢他,肉眼只看到两点一线,
他让我看到了不同的景象。

他很优秀!也很跳脱!

聊学业、聊工作;
感恩的是,不想聊着两;
我们也能聊生活趣事~
我想过,如果我们不聊天,
静静的呆着,会不会尴尬。

答案是,会呢~ 
毕竟,还不熟呢~

是不是对的人,我还不知道;
神有祂的安排。

感恩所有的遇见。


愿神继续指引我如何在神的爱里建立属祂的关系。

我期待,我们接下来的见面。

2021.10.05记

Thursday, May 13, 2021

13.05.21 记

 试问,还有多少人在部落格里?

你好,我的部落格,我的秘密空间。

好久了。。。距离上次写下事迹以快一年了~

2020, 是混乱的一年

2021,好像也习惯了世间的混乱。

习惯,好像也得警惕。因为这末后舒适的日子,可能就是暴风雨的前兆。


忙忙碌碌过了快半年,充实也很享受。

忙起来,也忘了想要找伴侣了。

或许,我还没准备好。

或许,我想要一个我不迁就,一个爱我更多一点的人。

耐心等候,因为主必有祂的时间。


要考试了,加油


忙碌期间,别忘了好好休息哦~


但愿世界变得更好,人们平平安安, 家人健健康康。


Sunday, May 17, 2020

"Evangelism: Reaching out through relationships" 读后感

Hi, Blog.

It's being a while I missed you. This time, I would like to write in English, to practice my English.

I read a book this morning about "Evangelism: Reaching out through relationships". I always have the intention to join evangelism in the community, especially in rural region all over the world, this could include the community where I am living. However, the questions on "how? when? can I? what should I do? I'm not a big group person., Am I doing the right thing? Is it the right intention or what the Holy Spirit told me to do?" always come out in my mind and stop the action I nearly put on. What is Evangelism? Just sharing the gospel? Anything to do after the person accepted Christ? How to spare the gospel?

Often, I would hear from Christians saying, "Going to a mission trip, you must know how to tell the gospel." You know what my heart and mind react on this? I was like..... "WHY???" To me, telling good news and evangelism isn't an a-day thing or onset event. It is a long journey from knowing the person to God touches him/ her life and soul.

I am introvert, as I always told people. However, when comes to the words of God and evangelism event, I am NOT as I told the crowd. I was active in mind, organized, and strictly follow what I have planned. Of course, God always ruined what I had planned and told me to follow what HE had planned. Well, I would say, humanity, as I am not perfect, serve in incomplete community with PERFECT and LOVING GOD. :-)

Back to what I had read this morning, the chapter started with testimony of how the author came to Christ with a simple reason: "Although we alone must make the decision to receive Christ, the relationship that makes a person becomes a Christians is essential and crucial in the beginning."

As in XEE evangelism, we spread the gospel by touching life. This is not a short journey, but it is a long journey to corporate with different people who experiences God's perfectness. How the church can make it success in Evangelism ministry? I have no idea actually, but the main point is welcoming everyone from the community and treat them the same. It looks easy for everyone, but how many people leaving their church just because the church abandons them due to sickness, wickedness, sins, poverty? A church should be a place for everyone. As written in this reading with two main messages of their church,
1. COME AS YOU ARE, where this is a community of imperfect people doing life together, becoming all that God had created us to be. You don't have to scare how people look at you, think of you, who you have voted for the politicians, how much you have earned from your investment or work, or where you stay. Whether you identified yourself as Christians or non-Christians, having an excellent relationship with God or not whole life or you not even sure He is there and exist for you, the church is welcoming you as you are. Just bring your doubts, questions, hurts and fears forwards---- no need to leave anything at the door.

Question: How many of us today judge people as they wear, powered, or outlook? Shouldn't the church is a place where people gathered as a person and accepted who they are?

Well, I was judged when I voiced I tired of my ministry. Still, I do believe God is there to train me with all the crisis. My feeling of the judgement from people might be identified as "I am too sensitive." as I being told by others. I would say, "this is different between introvert and extrovert personality overall, and specifically, it is just the difference of the gift or talent.'

Imaging when a church full of attendees with different level from society, an amazing diversity from bikers, gays alongside straights, politicians, high-techies, Goths, hard-rockers, beggars, homeless, and else, how it will look like? I beat humanity response would be, "how they can join this crowd? I don't like to associate with them! " Wow, although people won't express it out, you may notice on their face. Could you remember any scene from our Bible about gathering of tax collectors and sinners? Yea, the Pharisees felt the same way when these group of people flocked to JESUS. A question to think about: "Am I the Pharisees?"

2. NO PERFECT PEOPLE ALLOWED. Peace does not come in a pipe! Romans 3:23-24, "For all sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and all are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus." A church's group or fellowship should not stop the program just because they stole something from the church during the events. However, shouldn't we think of, "have we care for their needs? or fulfil their needs?", by teaching them how to survive or out from poverty, or at least they have enough in their daily needs. Are they experiencing enough LOVE, HOSPITALITY, ACCEPTANCE, and CARING that they have not known previously? If you live what you believe, people will see Christ through you and know you are Christian. Another question to myself again, "Am I putting shoes on the gospel so that I might literally LOVE anyone through good times and bad?"

Community is like salve on the wound of humanity because we were built to be interdependent on each other.

Living in a community where we can have a biblical study among the place. It was not a difficult thing to work out, but I failed to voice out and make it a real event. A foundation strong on Bible, an attractive program between Christian and non-Christian by telling friends around, where everyone is welcoming to meet each other to discuss their doubt, thoughts and happiness or even sadness and worries. Would it be challenging? I have no idea, but I told God I would like to make it real one day, starting in this Calleya community, for the Chinese group of people. Not forcing anyone to believe what I believe, but through caring and loving action to bring them into knowing Christ. Although somewhat cynical, it is probably close to the truth.

I might not know how to answer a person's question on faith, but my God can!! People can laugh or look down on me, just because I know God won't. It is a way to mould me as a vessel or a piece of anything at the end of the world.

Ephesians 2:8-9, "For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith--- and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God--- not by works, so that no one can boast."

Written and saved on Sunday, 17th May 2020 by a servant of the Lord, Helen.

Friday, January 1, 2016

2015-2016

2015,
Blessing year.
Why I say so?
I'm being hurt lots than being understanding.
God, I give thanks to u. As u are worthy to be praised. 

In the beginning of the year 2015, 
God let me celebrate new year with dear❤️
Thanks God for healthy life and peace.
Thanks God for family, friends, enemies, best accompany, people who hurts me, and understanding me.
Thanks for the job, opportunity to join missionary.- bunbury Sunday school ministry and Cambodia mission Team (26/12/15-3/1/16)
Thanks for the strength and faith in you. 
Thanks for your spiritual gifts that put in me.
Thanks for the patient on me.
Thanks for the understanding.
People might not understood what I'm thinking about and I'm weak in express words. Cause of not willing to listen to me instant just give what their understanding. 
Understand their question. I'm being throughly so well. Why not continue it??!!
Everyone have their limitation. Why I can't have mine? Lord, please forgive my frustrated feeling. 
In another way, why I need to keep on hanging around this question. God always there. Why need to put the only eye sight onto people? 

2015, lots of challenges I passed through. Thanks God for his strength. 
On the stage for announcement, alone.
Facing ppl throughout the year; know their needs, being behind supporter, 
Counting the blesses from god, always never ending one.

Christ is enough for me. Cause I'm enough with Jesus Christ; I decided to follow him with his strength. Facing ppl is my weakness, I always asking why God wants to use me? God gave the answer," because you're week, I'm strong to hold u up, and also because I LOVE You.

Remember, God said, I'll be with you until the end of the world. 

2016, is a challenge for me. I know God will always there. 
- service pianist(?)
- bunbury Sunday school
Immanuel Methodist church Sunday School- back up supporter
- social concern 2016-2017
- English and nursing course
- target IELTS for band 7 all criteria.
- Good relationship with our Heavenly Father as well as sociaty.
- know God's more.
- pray for unknown future that God has ready for me.

God always blessing the one who commit themselves to him. I'm not a perfect person in doing God's ministry, but in eyes of God, I'm perfect if I really put my heart on him. God had told through bible, I don't want you to serve me, please do serve your neighbours and people in need, serve the one that Needs JESUS CHRIST.  That died for our sins; rose from the death to show the power of God.

In Jesus' name, I commit myself in God, faith love patient kindness joyful healthy working glory friendship relationship between parents friends and enemies. 

Keep in touch through the book of God.

Thursday, September 17, 2015

我是一个简单又复杂的🐒,有时可以很天真,也可以有非常强的防御心;
生活上,对于我认定的事,我会去完成;当然它必须已经是在我安全区域。
我很内向,不容易与陌生人亲近;但有人主动亲近,虽然会让人觉得失落,但一旦被我认定了,你就会是我在乎的其中一分子~
我是一个冷静又慌张的一个人;
冷静,
当我知道发生的事我有什么处理的方式,我就会异常的冷静;
当我去了解一个人时,我会非常冷静及静静地听,或许是习惯了;有时,我会无言;请了解我,我只是还不知道,我该怎么表达我那兴奋又紧张又犹豫的心情;
当一些预料的事发生时,我也会冷静;因为知道在你面前了,逃也没有用;我还是要面对的[委屈]
对于未知数的,我已经开始慢慢地冷静处理;只是有时需要一个分析与聆听者;我不会希望你有方法帮助我,安静的聆听我的废话,就是对我一个大帮助了~(^ω^)
对于喜欢/单恋的人,[委屈][委屈][委屈]我总是选择默默地喜欢与支持;我喜欢低调,只要不要一直把我抬上水上,我会一直在水里游游的。只要一句话,是离是一起,我都会尊重☺️
我很敏感,直觉也很不错;
时常知道朋友们即将计划的事,
惊喜,往往对我不是惊喜;
既然那么努力计划筹备,我祈求神给你们更多的祝福;[爱你]
不要怪我,可以让我惊喜的事情;少之又少,别露出一点破绽~ 
我也不知道我脑子装了什么~ 
我是个想法很多的人,时常犹豫不决,也有选择困难综合症;时常一件简单的事,有时会变成复杂~ 我不说话,因为我脑子在分析;我喜欢简单,可是有时就这么变成复杂了~家人闺蜜习以为常,因为他们的了解,我的依赖心更强了~
说到依赖性啊~ 对于另一伴、家人、闺蜜,那可是100%;家里的都受不了,你觉得未来的他可以吗?
我不喜欢吵架,不喜欢辩论,不喜欢与人抢;就是不喜欢,赢了局却输了感情,不值得;他,是我的,上帝自然会把他带到我的世界😇
日子要过,现在心里虽有一个人的存在;只是还不是时候~等待吧~当从他口里说了那些话,我想我会完完全全的信任他~不过,不要惊讶我的冷静~因为软弱了,谁都看不到~
慌张,
呵呵呵呵呵呵。。。很多人都看过~ 但,慌张后来的是冷静~通常是哭过,继续面对~ 你不坚强,谁可以帮你,你信任的人,都在大老远呢~
还有,因为在乎所以最容易受到伤害;可能对别人来说不是伤害,但。。。对我确实致命弱点。
我都在真心地对待一切我知道的人,我不知道会得到什么回报,只知道我一定会面对不同的回报~
我会很假也会很真,很矛盾,让人摸不清;误会了,内心担心的,我不会告诉人;误会了,照成伤害了;哭过就算了;没事的😄
不希望全部人都了解我,只要大家都平平安安就好了😆

Sunday, August 23, 2015

《荒漠甘泉》2015年8月23日



“亚伯拉罕因着信,蒙召的时候,就遵命出去,往将来要得为业的地方去,出去的时候,还不知往哪里去。”(来11:8)

这就是不凭眼见的信心。凡凭眼见的,就不是凭信心,乃是凭理由了。轮船横渡大西洋,也是本着信心的原则的。我们在海面上看不见什么途径,也看不见什么海岸,我们却能一天过一天在航海图上划着标号。当轮船前行了若干里的时候,我们立刻就会知道我们已经到了什么地方。

但是我们是怎样来测量我们所划的行程的呢?我们的船主每天拿着他的测量器望着天,藉着太阳来规定他的行程。他是藉着天上的光——不是地上的光——来航行的。

信心也是这样航行的——望着天,藉着神的光;虽然并没有看见航线、灯塔、或者途径。许多时候,信心的脚步似乎牵引我们进入了黑暗和灾祸,但是神开了路,夜半变成了黎明。让我们今天也这样前行吧——不是因着知道,乃是因着相信。——译自地上的天上生活

我们中间有许多人常常要先看清路程,才肯起行。这样,怎能在基督里有长进呢?信、望、爱,是不能像长熟的苹果那样从树上摘下来的。创世记一章一节“起初”后面接着就说“神”。神是全能的,神不单引领那自己能帮助自己的人,神也引领那自己不能帮助自己的人。你只要全心倚赖他就是了。

等候神,比用自己的脚,更能迅速抵达我们旅程的终点。

良好的机会,常是因审慎过度失去的。——选

Sunday, August 16, 2015

16/8/2015

Thanks God for everything that I had. 
Sometimes I felt so alone. But always remind me that you're be my side.

Thanks God for let me know so many people, help me to learn how to communicate with people with heart. Lord, I'm still weak in this regions but I left it to u as you're my strength when I'm weak.


Everything happened for a reason, my worries can't help much on it but I pray to you Lord to help me go through anything that will happen now..

You know my heart and my mind, please help her to be strong and I pray for the family. I know I can't do anything but just pray for my heart to go through.

Thanks God for everything.

Hope everything fine until I back.